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A big hug
Memory is a fickle companion. The old fellow comes and goes along this road we walk, appearing, ducking from sight, chuckling, mostly talking too much when present, irritating at times and bringing joy with him the next. His mere presence reminds of either times best forgotten or of a moment to which we cling because there is a “feel good” quality igniting our best “chest puffing.” I wish I could put him in a locked room when he launches into those long orations, niggling awa
deacon1958
11 minutes ago2 min read


Breaking Windward
Bits and bytes and billboards, digitized signposts of a stressed and anxious society, offer little to the one desiring to come closer to God, the one seeking answers not for the moment but for a lifetime, an eternity. Those little Christian digital missives one sees everywhere and anywhere may strike a chord or even open a door, but to the hurting soul may rise to a description of disingenuous. It is hard to have a relationship with a billboard or an iPad. So, where is one to
deacon1958
5 days ago2 min read


Remember this
Memories are fickle companions, sometimes acting like a warm blanket on a chilly morn, reminders of those good times when life seemed altogether lasting and satiating. Then, there are the ones best left to forgetting, rather pesky and persistent in some corner of mind, there to tell us who we truly are and what we have done, occasionally surfacing through the mire of repression or rising from the bin of the ones wished left behind. Age changes the color and amplitude and sudd
deacon1958
Aug 162 min read


If you have ears
A word to the wise should be sufficient, a truth etched indelibly into my perspective finally sunk in. This missive gave reason for pause when peer pressure seemed the easier path or when giving self-permission for something my brain knew not to do but desired and won the argument. Mom, if you can read this from Heaven, thank you. Most of Mom’s wisdom had a biblical base though she never quoted chapter and verse. She just had a goat-milking way of saying things that were not
deacon1958
Aug 102 min read


The solitary revelation
When twilight mingles with dark and effort gives way to sleep, when dawn once more yields to the sun, even if the flag of his game had been at half-staff the day before, the golfer finds his way to the course to do it all over again in an air of hope, to face the resolute opponent within, to prove, to risk humility and assurance all the same, to find a way to say to himself, “I’ve got it.” When those words rise in him, he is unaware how his language entangles him. He is incli
deacon1958
Aug 32 min read


Seek and Do
Righteousness is a hard word for me. Do you have words like that? Words that you just cannot quite grasp, no matter how many different ways you try to look at them? I suspect, for me, it is because righteousness is a serious word, a final-judgment–sounding word. Bonnie McClure Do you know any righteous people? Yes is probably the
deacon1958
Jul 252 min read


The Lock Upon the Door
Life in Four Holes is never as it seems. Up may be down and down can be sideways. But its swamp critters live free from those perplexing dilemmas. A rich riparian habitat, the swamp teems with life. Leaving the highway and turning down the lane that winds through the community, one finds himself in a fog, except he realizes no fog exists. Something has changed, something hard to place a finger on, something suspending time or the feeling one gets when experience will not suff
deacon1958
Jul 202 min read


How Often
Donny, the duck, lived on an island in the high north. Instead of quacking and waddling, he hopped and quocked. Curious about everything, he loved to hop around the island to discover places. Hopping and quocking with glee through the woods, the islanders always knew his whereabouts. Donny had his quirks but so did the others who lived there. A good day consisted of hopping through the leaves, splashing through mud puddles, stopping to quock to his friends just to see how the
deacon1958
Jul 132 min read


The Fence
There is a tree beyond this world In its ancient roots this song is curled I am the fool whose life's been spent Between what's said and what is meant. There is a Tree, a song from Carrie Newcomer Most often life is lived by what is said, what is seen, what is known. This living remains but a short distance from our ears, our eyes, and our brain. Much like sitting on a fence, the choice confronts us to hop on one side or the other, to choose either what is said or what is mea
deacon1958
Jul 62 min read


The Three Friends
In the village of Hara, there were three friends. Their names were Faith, Joy, and Desire. Faith was the youngest of three children, Joy was an only child, and Desire was a twin. Hara, being a small village, seemed tranquil enough, but not all things are as they seem. The three friends found enough to interest them, but no matter the happenings in the village, the three friends usually settled beneath the old oak tree in the middle of the village. Each being different than th
deacon1958
Jun 272 min read


What of it?
What of this thing called faith? There are no words to convey the full meaning, simply because language does not offer them. A life in Christ is one of continually exploring one’s faith. Faith is unexplainable until you start walking into the unseen. We can liken it to a house you have strolled past many times before yet never stopped. When you finally decide to enter, the rooms are dark. To bring in light, you must pull back the curtains, and as your eyes adjust, you begin t
deacon1958
Jun 222 min read


Never alone or lack
Fog has settled on the mountain this morning. Sometimes this offers little concern because soon the sun rises and the fog burns away. There are other times such an occurrence means the mountain residents must be vigilant and watchful because this mountain fog can be fickle. One must always pause to consider which fog has arrived, the casual one that wishes to say, “I’m here, don’t forget me,” or the stubborn one demanding you pay attention to it. Consternation characterizes t
deacon1958
Jun 142 min read


Beyond the temporary
More often, too often perhaps, culture portrays Christianity like some salve for a scrape. Rub it on and you will feel better. But then, the wound heals, the hurt is forgotten, and we go on with our considered normal life. A life lived long enough by faith knows this to be false. Some ideas suggest the Christian life is more like an inoculation, the injection shields us from the disease, and the disease never touches us. This may be closer to the truth, but it, too, renders a
deacon1958
Jun 82 min read


Skimmer bugs and Aunt Sukey
It’s late Spring in Four Holes Swamp. Noseum season has passed. The skimmer bugs have hatched, and the horseflies are hunting someone to bite who doesn’t have a wet towel on their head. Skeeters are flying in the early morning, late morning, early afternoon, and evening. This is why everyone in Four Holes sits on a screened porch with a ceiling fan whirring to help against the heat and humidity that rises to 100 degrees and 100 percent—unusual in late May but not unheard of.
deacon1958
May 312 min read


Passing Lips
Thoughts pass through the mind like a breeze rustling through the forest, coming and going, carrying spores looking for fertile soil. Sometimes they remain. Other times they are lost in the dark night of forgetfulness. There is life in a thought, some measure of attention it seeks, even if brief, demanding an answer perhaps just for self, audible only to the mind thinking it. Until… Until this thought passes the lips. The passing chances the ears of someone other than you, so
deacon1958
May 242 min read


Dry Bones
Books populate these shelves, dry bones with stories and histories, words languishing in aging bindings that once engaged interested eyes. Within those bindings are the truths the writers wished to share, the window on their world each hoped would enter yours and enlighten you. Interspersed on the shelves are pictures, mementos, and remembrances purchased in some gift store, reminders of a trip you took or time shared with a friend. A singular book was your friend at one time
deacon1958
May 182 min read


A walk in the woods
A symphony of light permeates the forest this morning. In quiet reception, nature allows those streaming and stretching flecks to angle through the canopy, favoring mountain laurel and wild azalea blossoms. Cracklings of diffused light fall past the blossoms, reaching the forest floor, leftovers from a cosmic journey, satisfying ferns and pine seedlings at light’s end. The landscape did not refuse the water from yesterday’s rain. So the creek ambles and serpentines, carrying
deacon1958
May 102 min read


Handlebars
Handlebars—not the normal image that comes to mind when sitting at a desk, unless the walls surrounding this desk enshrine a life, a career, a past to contemplate as one contemplates a recipe for supper or eyeing a book on the shelf you read long ago and eyeing it again caused you to open it. The recipe begs a grocery list, so you go to the grocery store and move down one aisle, then another looking for honey mustard or a salty prosciutto to go with a good, crusted artisan lo
deacon1958
May 32 min read


The Good Eye
A golf shot is a harmonious collaboration between a good eye and sure hands while disharmony and a bad eye festers doubt in a competitor’s constitution. Doubt never hit a golf ball well while the approaching examination of clearing a lake or a facing bunker assert their ground. A well struck golf ball for the shot at hand must possess in the mind of the golfer a steel certitude of intent and in the very least a mustard seed of faith in order to have a chance. This, of course,
deacon1958
Apr 262 min read


Weighed and Wanted
“It is impossible to believe that He loves such as Cornelius or Vavasor as He loves a Christopher. There must be a difference! The God of truth cannot love the unlovely in the same way as He loves the lovely. The one He loves for what he is and what he has begun to be; the other He loves because he sorely needs love—as sorely as the other and must begin to grow lovely one day.” George MacDonald (From Weighed and Wanting) If there comes a time when we think God does not love u
deacon1958
Apr 202 min read
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